Sunday, Mar. 13, 2005

Hello! Life is good! I lost 20lbs! Yay! I hope all of you don't miss me too much (that's if anyone really reads this silliness). Work is great, new shift- so it's awesome. Church is great. I'm on some other number of boyfriend that I've forgotten count; but he's great too. (Well, dating partner really)... or, whatever. We've yet to discuss that. Maybe kissing buddy? Whatever- if the name fits- he's it. He's awesome and sweet, and he's a gentleman. And... I'm bursting, aren't I? Sorry. Well, hope life treats everyone great! Oh! I paid off my car- so that's awesome news. And... um, I'm a red-head now. I buy way too many clothes, and.... Life is peachy.

So there's my quickie!

Jess.

Oh! BTW- I moved out of my house into my own place. So updates are going to be far and inbetween- as many of you have noticed since my diary went off-line for a bit.

Sorry invisible readers!

Quickie @ 12:51 P.M.

Friday, Dec. 10, 2004

Have you ever been so transfixed by someone that it lasts years? Even if it is approaching the half-a-decade mark? When this person comes to your place of work, you're stunned, shocked. You don't know what to do- because you know, that for the past five years, you've daydreampt of this person walking back into your life, and all of a sudden- there they are. That untouchable idle, that... guy you put on a pedastool.

When, in every daydream, you were his best friend, or atleast someone who he talks to on a daily basis, not some cool guy in class you forget in a month, but some guy who you wish you could talk to everyday- even though you barely know him.

Well, here's my story. This guy, Caleb C., is this incredible guy- (completely out of my league, if I say so myself). One of the coolest guys in my class- he gave me rides when I had no one, except for my nerdy (I really love you guys) friends, and the popular kids who just loved to pick on a stick with big boobs and glasses. He was there- like my night in shining armor. (Now I'm really getting cheesy, huh?)Well, way back in the day when I worked at McDees, he came through my line and started talking to me! I was like: 'Um, hi' and he was like 'I'm going to completely ignore the girl I'm here with today and talk to you' and I was like 'sorry- but I have to work' and he told me where he worked, but I was too chicken shit to visit him. (Yeah, dumb me- huh?) I mean, I didn't want him to think I was this psychotic person who stalks people. Nooo, I wanted to be normal for this guy. This attractive, Jewish guy who I will probably never see again. (Did I say I always had a thing for dark haired, Jewish guys?) I mean, seriously- David Duchovny people!

Anyway.

Well, it's like- six months later and I haven't seen him. I haven't heard from him, and... oh wait, yeah- my phone number IS disconnected! We all have cells anyway.

Anyway- I'm done with my rant about missing my night in shining armor. Oh! I also updated my email addy:

psychohappybunny@yahoo.com

I just LOVE happy bunny!

Anyway- later guys- take care!

Jess

Missing Caleb C. (How Corny am I?) @ 4:24 A.M.

Monday, Oct. 25, 2004

Mario and me broke up- so life is good, sob thought he could get away with hitting me- which was so uncool. well- life is good- getting that b-reduction (finally). comp at home is still broke down ( too lazy to fix it ). well- take care! Jessie

Quick Update @ 2:30 A.M.

Saturday, Jul. 31, 2004

Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!Mario!

Mario! @ 12:53 P.M.